佛化的四月份

心里，愤愤起伏着
这是个怎么样的感觉
麻雀其实不知道怎么去诠释她
是感动，是激动，是感恩，是想要
这几天，麻雀过得太好了
不知道从哪赚来的福报显现
麻雀这个月内连续接触了三大传承的佛教师父/仁波切/喇嘛
现在说起，心还是愤愤地（这里的愤愤并非生气不平，而是心情很是激昂）
月头，麻雀飞去了在怡保办的明就仁波切的开心禅
那是麻雀平生第一次接触藏传佛教
也是那么一次发现禅修就是生活
无修就是一种禅修
也第一次听藏传佛教的仁波切开示，太幸运了
开心回来的一个星期多以后
佛学院的继兴法师也很慈悲地答应红老板的邀约到来金宝，给我们开示
那一天，法师也携带了踏遍各地旅游的杰尼菲到来跟我们分享她的经历
在场，很多人都很追崇杰尼菲的生活，但多少个人能够实践呢
麻雀我有能否从麻妈那里取得准证飞行？
上个星期日麻雀去了太平，在太平护法苑的Bhante Kumara到来金宝
再一次，我们请到了慈悲的Bhante Kumara到来为我们慈心日的筹委会和理事们开示
这一次，我是负责请Bhante的那个人
因此感受特别深刻
Bhante由原本的不能到后来的可以
对于这些我很是感动
也更确信了有愿就有力
到了这个星期二
由于是公共假期因此跟着朋友们到Tambun去探望了喇嘛赞巴（译名）
就这样度过了很法喜的假期
麻雀。。。或许。。喜欢这样的生活。。。

自己

越是把自己伪装得越坚强的人，往往是最脆弱的
脚很痛，想要的不过是大家关心的一声
然而没有人那样做，我的心也痛了
渐渐地，也在怀疑自己。。。
或许我还是一个人最好。。。

我是一只爱面子的麻雀
我学不会动不动都向别人“称”苦
我学不会随便告诉别人自己的难处
除非是和我相熟的人

我是一只脸皮薄的麻雀
我学不会动不动就哭丧着脸投诉那投诉这 （除非事情太严重）
我学不会轻易道出自己的弱点，因为我知道我可以做得更好
我学不会向别人道出他人的弱点， 因为我自己还有进步的空间
除非你和我谈得很来

我是一只傻性子的麻雀
我学不会告诉你我有多忙
我学不会轻易拒绝别人的请求 （做到没有又是另一回事）
我有时甚至学不会什么是麻烦，什么是困苦
除非我们很熟识

但是当我发现自己被讲得很委屈时
我还是会觉得痛苦 不甘
因为你从来不了解别人的处境
就随便用那不屑的语气训人

我始终
是那只爱面子的麻雀
是那只脸皮薄的麻雀
是那只傻性子的麻雀

无助

当你想要关心某人，但你却没有资格关心

无奈

当你想要照顾某人，但你却没有资格表示

无助

当你想要某人好， 但却说不出口，做不到

无奈

当你表示你的关心，某人却不会接受这个关心

再累，再忙，也是要吃东西啊

再辛苦，再麻烦，吃了东西，才有能量继续走下去

明明自己的健康都不好了，还要逞强，还不懂得照顾自己

麻雀，祝福你~ 等下可以来得及醒过来，过来吃个晚餐。。。。

Helpless

Is when you intended to concern of one      Yet you are not qualified to do so

Impotent

Is when you wanted to take care of one      Yet you could not do so

Helpless

Is when you wished one be good           Yet you are incapable to tell one

Impotent

          Is when you showed your solicitude          Yet one happen not to appreciate the caring

One has to eat    no matter how busy, how tired you are

One has to eat in order to live better   no matter how tired, how troublesome it is

I see you do not have a good health and healthy stomach but you are still do not know to care of yourself

I wish you.

只想为梦想

人因梦想而伟大，然而有多少人可以成为这个伟人呢？
这几天，梦想，一直环绕着我。或许毕业在即，也还有在实习将即的情况下
世上的几亿万个人中，多少个人，能够一直坚持自己的梦想
麻雀身边的几百个朋友中，有多少个人，可以循着自己的梦想，渐进
很多人的梦想，总是摆在与现实一起的天称上后，就被活生生地打碎了
梦想碎了，心也碎了
剩下的，只是留在现实社会的一个空壳，一个没有梦想的躯体
前天，在洗碗时，和佛学会一个朋友聊了一小段
虽然简短，但却感动了我

她是读会计学的，麻雀问她会难吗，会辛苦吗。
她说会，没想到还要背那么多，原本以为只是思考数学
进而，麻雀问她既然如此，为什么会选择这个科目？
她说，这是她从小到大的梦想，因此她想坚持
我，嘴停了，心动了
我被她的那简短的谈话所感动
曾几何时，我想当警察，我想当医生，我想当律师
可是我不曾坚持，也不曾多想
麻雀，在她身旁，是多么得卑不可多看
我替她骄傲，替她高兴，也祝福她~

刚才，妈妈打给麻雀了，循我的要求
麻雀告诉了麻妈，麻雀的梦想
没想到，妈妈一口就拒绝了
我。。哭了
妈。。也哭了
两把吸索鼻涕的声音在话筒两端响起
麻雀说了，“我只想追求自己的梦想”
麻雀其实也知道妈妈也有梦想，妈妈的梦想或许就是希望孩子在身旁陪伴着她
妈妈说，就安安稳稳地找份工作，有好的收入，难道不好吗？
我想说，每个人的价值观都不一样，他们想要物质上的满足，我想要的是心里的满足
可，我说不出口，因为觉得自己好自私
可是。。。我真的只想追求自己的梦想
我也不想让妈妈起烦恼，可是我还是想坚持自己的梦想

麻雀想起了，有愿就有力，这句话
这句话，总是在我遇上障碍时就蹦出来
这句话，是祥和Yeah的一个学长赠给我的
或许他不知道这句话对我是那么大的帮助
可是因为有愿就有力，麻雀带领了80个筹委办成了祥和Yeah
因为有愿就有力，麻雀坚持了两个小时的行程，和友人骑着铁马到Lata Kinjang
所以麻雀一直坚信这句静思语，因为有了愿，有了梦想，才让你更有勇气，更充满力量地走下去
这一次的人生之旅，麻雀也要贪婪地抱着这句话，勇敢地走下去
也把大家的祝福与鼓励，一个一个地收进背包，带着他们，跟着我的脚步，随着麻雀的翅膀，努力地往梦想走去~


麻雀，加油！

I want to be strong

I am concerning of my internship stuffs this few days. I wish to reach my dream yet it seems near yet far. It seems reachable yet distant. I do not know what bear inside my mind.
I wish to have my internship in Cambodia Sinchew Daily. Everything ran so smooth that the day when I got to know there is Sinchew Daily branch in Cambodia. The few days after it, I got to know that my supervisor is closely related to my dream. She was the chief editor of Sinchew Daily in Jakarta and she knows some friends who contact with Cambodia branch. How smooth it is, I tell you.
I told her my wish. She gave me some advices and suggestions. She promised me to ask Cambodia branch once I have made my decision.
Yet, things that always annoying me is people are always underestimate on girls' strength. If you went to Cambodia alone, you will get raped. This is a truth happened in Cambodia when a western lady having her backpack travel in Cambodia and she was tricked by a monk who raped her all after that. Why always ladies are the weak character? A friend told me that if I went to Cambodia alone, it is very dangerous. The reason is because you are girl. If boy ah, no problem. Who are interested in a guy?
I did not answer. Safety problem is always not in my consideration when I made decision. I know how to take care of myself, just then people always think I am weak and soft. 
I dislike being over protected by people like a sunflower in the green house. I dislike being doubt of my strength and ability. I just don't like to be sympathy by others that I actually good enough. 
Friends, if you know me, please trust me. And please help me to achieve my aim to be strong. 
I will prove to you, someday, sometime that girls are not weaker.

重返杰安

久违地为杰安“出诊”。。有一个月近两个月没有担当记者的工作了。
这一次要采访的对象是考试部门，内容是考试成绩单的事情。
麻雀还是一样，很是欢喜地去cover，只是这一次，身份有点变了。
麻雀已经不再是以前的Junior，现在已经当了人家的senior。。。senior这个头衔有点重，因为大家学习的都是一样，只是我踏入大学比他们早那么几个月时间。
当然，这一次身为“蛮”资深的杰安记者，麻雀带了学弟采访去了。
只是。。。
原来考试部门并不知道杰安的存在，麻雀想我是第一个铲上这个部门的学生记者。
原本以为很快就会解决了的新闻，在有关单位拒绝麻雀的进一步访问且要求麻雀致信给有关单门最大负责人的情况下，竟然比想象中快得更多。。。=,=

无奈的是，麻雀刚骑着铁马回到东湖，忽地看到学弟提早放学而又赶回去学校，然而结果却是这样。
拖着无可奈何的脚步，麻雀沉重地骑着铁马回家，想着自己怎么那么“衰”
然而，就在麻雀抵达家里的五角基之际，原本炎热如沙漠的天气，竟然下起滴滴大雨
无奈的心情，霎时烟消魂散。原来我才是最幸运的那一个。
另外，一个让麻雀印象深刻的是，我这个学长，还要被学弟嫌，真是的~~~~~

后记：

这时候，发现自己很不想那么快长大。以前总是被senior们guide着，现在却换了角色。我，要毕业了~

与大家共勉之，

时时把每一次当成是一个学习机会

以一颗谦卑的心去学习

诚实面对自己的不足

才是真正的学习

拜佛

这一天，出席了久违的佛学会活动。一个学期断（sem break) + 新年，没有到法悦阁上课了。
成佛之道，这次是第一次上课。之前有想过中途插班，但毕竟在下资质低，唯恐跟不上进度，因此迟迟不敢去。直至这个学期，沾了人家的脸皮，就厚着脸皮，硬着头皮，去上课。虽然前面的内容都没上到，但还是可以听得懂课程，谁叫政纲老师讲得好！


课程开始前，老师让我们拜佛了。记得第一次拜佛，是在去年的辅导员培训营。那一次，第一次体验到那么慢的拜佛方式，当然那时候的麻雀，没有很投入于其。一直想着几时结束。只是越是想着结束，时间就越难熬。接下来，也有几次拜佛的机会，那时候已经习惯这么慢的拜佛，因此也没有再心烦着几时结束。


真正爱上拜佛，是在静修营。第一次觉得拜佛时间，不够长不够慢。第一次觉得拜佛可以那么享受，那么愉悦。细细地观察自己身体的动作，每一个细微的变化。同时观察自己心里。


这一次的拜佛，麻雀找不到那阵子的喜悦。心里，一直不停地在跑，一直跑，越跑脚步越混乱，悦跑就越远。心是那么的乱，那么的不安。麻雀不断尝试着让自己专注于当下，然，心就越抓，跑地越快。这时候，才发现自己多久没有好好关注自己的心了。不知道自己在想什么，生活就这样一直盲目地跑。人家叫我做什么，就做什么。失去了人生的方向。麻雀，你在做什么？


总是盲目地坐在电脑前。盲目地赶着去上课（这几天一直迟到）。这阵子，睡眠质量差了。到了深夜的四点，原本该累得倒床就睡，但我却没有。翻转难眠的长夜陪伴着麻雀，直到要天亮，身体才慢慢进入休息状态，可是天亮也意示着要上课了，谁叫这几天都是八点上课。迟到就盲目地赶着时间。今天甚至翘课了，但却有个好眠~


这几天，过得很累。拜佛时，麻雀才看到了。原来自己那么漫无目的。


也发现到自己一直都忘了自己之前发愿要天天静坐了。


是时候，该从迷茫中醒来了。也该实践自己发的愿！


加油了，麻雀！

Tech Tech Tech

I am the product which was produced under the technology and information era.
Everything surrounding me are about it.
I use cellphone.
I watch television.
I surf internet to get updated with online news.
I play Facebook the whole day.
I write my feeling into the cold "skinned" digital box.
I interact with friends through the digital box.
This is how I live, with the machine.
We called this modernization, "machinization ".
We called people who do not know how to use the device as outdated.
Even dog nowaday, has Facebook account I tell you. 
So are we still being thrown behind?
And then I met some close friends who love following me to here to there who named radiation.
They want to introduce me to their children who called cancer/disease.


I did a different thing few days ago.
I put my cellphone away.
I did not switch on the digital box.
I put myself into the world of book, the world of paper.
I did not watch television too.
It is relaxing and worriless.
I love that way of living, without machine.


Yet I was helping my mum to bake cookies, using oven the machine.
And that night, I saw miss calls and messages from friends.
I have to settle things using those devices at last.


Sigh... I can never escape from technology....

祝我生日快乐

活了22年，我又回到了118，我出生的这一天
差别的是，那后面的数目已不再是1989，而是2011了
不同的是，我长大，长高了
一样的是，我还是活着
感谢妈妈赋予我的生命，还有给予我生存下来的能力
感谢爸爸让我健健康康，幸幸福福地过着无忧无虑的生活
感谢大姐二姐哥哥陪我度过每一刻美好的童年时光
感谢朋友们总是那么体贴那么温馨地陪伴我度过每一个伤心寂寞的日子
感谢死党们总是那么地了解我照顾我
感谢兄弟们那么洒脱地和我道天说地
感谢法侣们陪伴我一起精进学习，还有谢谢你们的关怀
感谢亲戚们的疼惜还有每一年新年的红包
感谢教过我的老师们，感谢你们无私的奉献还有教导
感谢与我一同学习的朋友法侣们，让我在学习路上不寂寞
感谢敌人们的栽培，让我学习成长，磨练我的脾气
感谢世间每一个人每一生物每一物的成就，让我成为今天的自己
谢谢你们，还有谢谢自己，还有能力让自己快乐活到今天
还有能力照料自己的身体和心怀
祝我生日快乐，祝我天天都是生日天~

妈妈

我不是一个不孝的女儿
我不是一个不乖的女儿
我只是一个不会表达爱的女儿
千千万万的对不起，每次想要说出来，却像个哑巴，哽在喉儿吐不出来
每一次堆积到嘴边的“我爱你”，却临阵退缩，偷偷地溜回肚子里
总是觉得牵手是一个难为情的事情，因此我不牵妈妈的手
我不是一个总爱把爱挂在嘴边的人，也不爱撒娇
每次的关心，因为不知怎么表达的情况下，总似以吵架收场
妈妈，对不起对不起对不起
与您共眠的几天后，今天我回到了久违的外宿生活，回到一个人的枕头
妈妈，我想念您了。。。

Murmuring in my room...

This is my first time having my own personal space.
This is my first time decorating my own room.
This is my first time living alone in a room.
I listened to the Taiwan singer, Lin Yu Qun's song this morning. The song name is " Living alone" .
He looked sorrow yet firm.
I was thinking, is it so hard to live alone? Is it so sad to be no one beside?
For me, I will definitely appreciate the time when I get alone.
I went to Tesco alone, just now.
I bought daily appliance.
I selected stuffs for my new personal space.
I was walking back to my house alone, under the dark sky.
There was no moon looking at me but stars did.
However, I was not happy.
I smell loneliness when I locked myself in my room.
I felt alone although I switched on my speaker loud, singing loud...
How long haven't I hung out with my friends already?
How long haven't I chitchatted with my mates?
I have forgotten.
Today, I am going to sleep alone, in my new bed, new room.
I miss my mother, I miss my family.
I miss my house mates. I miss my course mates.
I miss all my friends.
I miss my trip.

洗脸记

我是热泪盈眶的，在那好似手术台上方的刺眼白光灯下。
此时的我，是‘手无缚鸡之力’的，躺着，任由美容师的鹰爪宰割。
以眼皮覆盖着的眼珠子，在毫无预警的情况下渗出一粒粒的泪珠，好像可以串起来当成珍珠项链了。然而泪珠一直一直渗出，从那珍贵的一粒粒，乃至一堆堆的泪水，快要掩盖甚至装满那深深的眼袋了。我摸一摸泪水，那是热的。
美容师一次又一次地替我拭去那没用的泪水，却又狠狠地令我掉出那一串串的链子眼泪，我就好像看了悲伤电视剧后的小女孩，眼泪永远掉不完似的，量一盒的纸巾都不够用。
“砰。。。”手术灯台关上了疲惫的眼皮，静静地，站立一旁。此时，我知道悲痛也会随那灯光一同掩埋在寂静当中。就像鬼门关上后孤魂们再也出不来那样，静静地躲在门后方，等待下一次的解放。他们没有争先恐后。
美容师放下手中的道具，开始往我脸上搽上一层层的液体。冰冰的。直到涂上了第三层面膜后，美容师才静悄悄地退出手术室。
此时的我，心里还是醒着的。那双掌紧握，安放在腹部上，就像那安详的尸体，直直地躺着。那无所事事的脚丫，此时是冷的！莫说脚丫子，我那刚经过热泪洒过的脸，就好像被人用力地丢进那负数十度的冰箱，那样的冷，快要结成冰块了。脚丫子也不听话地开始颤抖着。我心想，怎么身体都开始不是我的了。那么即将去的台湾，我不是得窝在房里。为了不让自己难看，我咬紧牙门，怎么都不愿意呼出美容师的名字。更不让自己的脚丫抗议得逞。
不知撑了多久，美容师缓缓从房外那暖暖的空间溜了进来。我的脸开始又感觉到了人类的温度划过的温暖，还好我还有知觉。
冷冰冰的液体开始从我脸上不舍得离开，我却乐得不停像他们摇手挥别。但其实他们的存在真的很爽！
新的一年来了，我的皮肤当然也跟潮流地去旧迎新。去除那些看了不怎么有好感的黑头粉刺，迎来了亮丽的滑皮肤。
各位，新年快乐哦~

It is pretty fun to hold 22,500 NTW dollars on hand, how if it is ringgit Malaysia, or even US dollars~ wohoo..
I am now officially but halfly preparing for my Taiwan trip. I have exchanged my money to Taiwan dollars ( 8000 TWD belong to wen wen, my partner).
I have done some researches of where is the book street, nice food recommended and so on and so forth.
I asked my friends who stay in Taiwan of the weather when I saw her status one day : "It is so fun to with XX, XX..... in such a cold weather! I think Taiwan is going to snow." Taiwan has never snow we know, so do my friend. Yet I guessed it is the metaphor (perhaps a little bit too exaggerated) to describe the cold weather. I asked them the weather and so to confirm if I could buy any summer clothes at that moment. The answer is disappointed. They said it is the coldest period in Taiwan the time when we visited. -.-lll
Besides, they asked me not to put expectation on clothes as all are selling winter sweater, jackets blah blah blah... Hey, I am not going to wear the heavy cotton on my body in Malaysia! Before I suffered sunstroke, I was sent to Tanjung Rambutan.
However, they didn't really spoil my mood when they said I can buy books. Books are cheap! Woohoo...that's why I haven't been to bookshop recently, and that's why I have been saving money lately. This is the show time!!!!! Wakaka....
Back to the weather, before I was sad to dead, instead I decided to buy me something, or I shall say I decided to prevent myself from cold to dead. I went to do some shopping this few days. I love shopping yet it is terribly pity to shop without money ( except the first day I went with my mom)...
I have bought some long sleeve shirts and pants, as well as shorts. I have bought myself a jacket as well for a discounted price, RM39.90!!!!!!!! Damn cheap I tell you. I am a smart consumer.
I skipped every bookshops when I passed by. I will never be a smart consumer in front of those yummy books.
That's my process in the preparation for Taiwan trip and also my reason to do shopping. XD

I will print out the LRT maps and also the district maps when school reopen so that I can fully use my time in Taiwan. I found that Taiwan LRT starts operating from 6am to 12am which means I can go out travelling in the early morning and come back hotel in the late night. YES!
And some tidbits for my little readers here, you can write me some comments if you want me to help buying something from Taiwan. This is only special for my readers~ ^^
And, Uniqlo is nice place to shop~ haha....

By the way, YES is in everywhere in Bukit Bintang.

麻雀说故事

人生最大的侮辱莫过于此


不熟的小表妹：姐姐
麻雀：嗯？什么事啊，妹妹？
不熟的小表妹：姐姐，你几岁？
麻雀：哦？我啊，21岁咯。。。
不熟的小表妹：哦！21岁？做么那么矮的？
麻雀：。。。没办法，就是长不高咯，那你咧？你几岁？
不熟的小表妹：跟你差很远啦。我四年级。。。。


怎样？生理上、心智上的攻击一次过排山倒海而来，淹没麻雀于无形。
今年的圣诞，真是美丽~
圣诞快乐~

圣诞节咯~

一直到外边传来了圣诞，埋首在新年饼干堆的麻雀才惊觉圣诞节的到来
圣诞节了耶！
“ Silent Night, Holy Night。。。”忘了歌词！
听着门外人们报佳音的银银歌声，麻雀特别想念前几年的云顶圣诞报佳音之旅
麻雀家，在圣诞期间，一向来都没有什么圣诞气氛，主要因为家里并没有庆祝圣诞节
真正开始庆祝圣诞，就是在第二个家-云顶
那时候有点糊里糊涂地跟着大队上云顶开始14天的报佳音行程，一唱就唱了3、4年，现在没得再上了~ ><
现在回想，那一段日子还是甜蜜的~
今年的圣诞，麻雀选择留在家里，陪着母亲，度过这个佳节
抱歉，推了朋友们的邀约，因为每年圣诞都与大伙儿聚在一块儿，因此今年麻雀选择呆在家里当宅女
就算没有大肆庆祝，但至少可以和家人度过（毕竟不确定明年是否有机会和家人同庆圣诞）
这也是一个温馨的圣诞夜~
也祝大家有一个快乐的圣诞节！
Merry Christmas! Ho ho ho!

My brother

We were having our dinner.
It has been such a long time that our family did not have dinner together. Although there were only mum, brother and I that time whilst Maxine sister was taking care of her baby daughter in living room.
When mum went to kitchen to have some soup filled, brother then walked to his room and came out with his purse. He handed me something -- RM50 soon after when he opened his purse.
I was shocked.
He said:" Hey, this is my first time giving you pocket money though not much."
I can see he felt shy, and so to me.
Indeed, this is my first time receiving pocket money from him after he started his job.
I understand his condition. He is now working in Malacca as an insurance assistant manager under Public Bank( if I am not mistaken). His client is not any single of us but banks. He deals with banks.
He lives alone in Malacca (ok, he got a Malaccan girlfriend then). Yet he has to settle everything by himself. Thus I always understand he is not rich and I have never thought of asking for pocket money from him, never.
Mummy always worries about him who refused to work at Kuala Lumpur due to the terrible traffic condition, according to him.
And the chances for us to see him become lesser and lesser.
I hold the money he handed to me. And looked at mum and Maxine sister.
I wanted to give him back but he rejected and asked me to keep it and do not spend randomly.
i accepted it at last. Maxine sister laughed at me and said: " Don't pretending la, hahaha."
Then the awkward situation ended with we all laughing out loudly.
The scene switched to our carpark.
Mum was hugging brother, hardly.
As to Maxine sister and I.
Brother is going back to Malacca.
And we have no idea when he will be home again.
Mum seems worried and sad.

34 more days, I will be going to Taiwan.
My friends are going to Kelantan tomorrow yet I could not follow as I have to save travel fees for my Taiwan trip
This is my second trip to a foreign country. The first one is Thailand which I have never planned before.
I am anticipating yet feeling strange. The feeling is so ambivalent you know.
I know what I am questioning.
It is actually not a travel style which I have been looking for.
I want to wander, I want to walk in the country but not travel through or walk through.
I have once, discussed with my Taiwan travel partner regarding a day trip, that almost lead to an argument
But we stayed silent when our volume started increasing.
And I compromised at the end. I decided to follow the trip though it is not the way I like but the place I wish to go. So deal la!
After seeing the article of Uncle Seng, it inspired me more.
I know this is the way I want to do. Although it is dangerous and challenging, I still like it~hehe
I don't really want luxury travel (though I can enjoy delicious food and stay the fine and comfortable hotel)
Nevertheless, I AM STILL CAN'T WAIT FOR MY TAIWAN TRIP~~~

骊歌响起 2

这个悲伤的季节，我们总是特别忙，邀约特别之多
其实都不是我们毕业，然，我们还是那么地忙，除了读书，social social也很重要
除了学长们的离开，好老师也陆陆续续地离开
随着得知傅老师要离开拉曼去他校进修后，麻雀又得知另一个好老师，Uncle Kenneth也即将离开了
昨天找了傅老师和小莫去喝茶，出发时才发现班上同学似乎很少人会去，因此临时找了救宾
随着丹学长拒绝了麻雀的邀请！麻雀没有气馁，找了奈前主编
结果奈前主编也搬来他的gang（包括丹学长，ho!salah咯）
但，确实度过了一个快乐的时光，哈哈，很敷衍
而原定今天晚上会和Uncle kenneth一起共度晚餐的（勇小姐，相信超开心的）
然，uncle竟然放我们鸽子，他人，竟然身在lumut
因此，可能改去了明天，或报销~
老师们，为你们的将来，打气咯~
希望你们都能够完成你们要的事业
也很感谢你们一直以来的教导~

骊歌响起

 在这个季节，也是与另一个朋友（麻雀多称之为红老板）的离别
此次一别，也不知何时方可见面了
红老板这个人，麻雀曾在这个巢里提过
一个很伟大的人，一个很成熟的人（虽然行为非如此）
感谢这个人，一直那样地帮助我们，一直诚心诚意地给与我们他所会的，他所有的
红老板，要启航了
驾着他的船，要航到他向往的码头
码头，或远或近，麻雀知道老板并不在乎
因为航行的念头，已确定，很坚决
也很欣然地，船只这次自己启航，船长决定上岸，让船只随着海、随着河，慢慢飘流
不捨、伤心，这些情绪涌现在我们心里
但是，麻雀也知道这些情绪都只是一个阻碍，对于红老板
我们所能做的，也只能好好地支持老板，成就老板~
红老板，若你有看这一篇，就要更加加油
希望下一次见到你时，是一个学成归来的红老板
若有什么需要帮忙的，一通电话，麻雀赴汤蹈火！
加油  祝福

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背影还打上了barcode~