Update 3

Times flies swiftly.It is already week 2 of my second year, second semester.
Today is Wednesday, which mean that four more days to week 3.
The days run fast since last week.
I was busy.
I wake up early in the morning and go for a short morning jogging this few days.
I go to school at 8.30am everyday.
I always the one who arrived the most early and take all files as well as the promote tools from DSA.
I settle down Block C booth and wait for people on duty to come.
After that, I started to walk to Block H.
This happened almost everyday in this week.
I did not even have a proper lunch in fact.
I bought bread for my lunch, except today, I managed to eat rice.
I just love to be so busy so that I will not simply wasted my life, time in my university.
I just love to involve in activities where I can learn a lot which we can't get from textbook.
Gambateh.
To all my Auspicious Night committee..
As well as to my dear OCE and his team.
All the best.

Update 2

Auspicious Night ticket starts selling onward from tomorrow to Week 4.
I know I am going to be very busy.
I got to pay attention on my studies, I must not neglect my study.
I want to try my best to make my CGPA looked pretty.
As well as, I am the creative department of the JR gathering, which means that I have to start designing the decoration, bookmarks and the invitations for lecturers.
The most important, I cannot put aside my Auspicious Night stuffs la...
I want to make it perfect, Who call it is my first event in UTAR.
Sure I want to put all my efforts into it.
Today is our Dai Ka Jie's birthday.
Was celebrating with her, with our classmates.
So happy..because I love Jr-ians.
Chin Eng has just made an announcement today, in front of us.
All were remaining silent when Chin Eng asked us to help them out.
I wished I can help. Yet I am too busy, seriously.
I will try my best and see I can make it to go for his meeting tomorrow.
All the best, my friend.

All the best

Now that, I started to regret, a little bit.
I am really stressed. I love singing, but when it came to something serious, I felt stressed and can't even breathe.
How can I cope with this situation?
I hope I can perform well in Auspicious Night.
I hope I won't bring inconvenient to Kowky, make her to practise more with me.
I hope I can solve my problem, indeed.
I hope I can do my best.
I do not want to give up.
I will never let myself regret.
Lee Pei Suang, All the best!!!!!

I went for a morning jog today. The first jogging after semester break.
I got a companion today who is Fisha~haha...
She did not sleep the whole night in fact because of the moonlight which shone on her face.
I am glad as I still able to run with smooth breathe and tiredless legs, since I have not jogged for three weeks.
As usual, I jog for half an hour. Yet the runway is different this time.
We jogged along the road to UTAR this time. We met a lot of students on the way, most are fresh and new faces, unlike us, the stale and old one. (XD...kaka)
I saw two girls are looking at us, with curious faces. Then the front one turned to back one, and laughed. I found it ridiculous la. Any laugh point on jogging? Hello, Jogging is a healthy sport. I should laugh at you as you don't exercise. (Maybe I am too sensitive la, but dislike the way they looked at us today)
The sun was almost to show his face when we reached home after the half an hour jog which made me found an excuse to skip from cycling today.haha...(I usually cycle after jog)
Fisha told me that my face is a bit slim already after the jogging. My face is not as baby face as before, when the first year I came to UTAR. Seriously, am I look older now? So sad.
This made me remember a word from my aunt as well. She told me I looked mature now and no more baby face. Although my face is still round but I know this is not more baby face. I feel sad, how? I don't really want to grow up.
Another sad things is I still have one year and the half to be in UTAR. I am going to graduate after one year and the half. I do not really want go into the society la...><...I dont want to become old!!!

I am going to be like this one day.

He She It

I saw him the first day I stepped into UTAR.

He was sitting beside and chatting with his friend. I decided to ignore him since we are not so close. I don't even know what can or what shall I talk with him.

Today is the second day in UTAR. I saw him again, in class. We got so many chances to bump into. Some lecture classes I attend is similar to his thus that's why I saw him everyday.

He looked different today. He looked so down today. He looked so upset today. I can see the sadness through his eyes. He was not as active as previous.

I know the reason. I know. He did not do well in the Final last semester. He got quite bad result. I do not know what to do when I saw him. I just pretend that I do not know anything and kept joking to him. I wish I can make him happier. Yet our conversation just ended within 10 minutes I think, did not really count the time and I am bad in estimating time or age.

I hope he is happy as I like to see his smily and joyful face.

Result does not show your talent in fact. We are always better out of the examination.

To all my friends, believe in yourself and do not give up the opportunity to study, to gain knowledge.

Good Luck to all my friends!

By the way, I went for my multimedia tools classes today, both lecture and tutorial class. I found that I am falling in love with this subject. There are quite a lot of interesting stuffs to learn and to play as well as to do. I love design.

Simply

I have just reached Kampar, the dark town. Everything are so dark, especially in my taman, thou there is a noisy and famous restaurant. And the traffic was terrible when we arrived.

I drove back from the middle way heading to Kampar. I drove seriously slow as I don't find any happy feeling to back to this place. I missed my family, I missed Klang. I have not done my shopping. I don't have new clothes this time. So sad. Yet, I have my new laptop and new guitar with me.haha...I love them..

Here's my little asus. thanks mum!!!

With the bear which presented by buddhist gang.

Nice guitar from KCC buddies

My dear nephew likes the guitar as well. Sek Fo!

We did the cleaning together. Winnie swept the floor while I in charge of mopping. Then we started to unpack our stuffs masing-masing.

I want to make my room, I meant my space more colorful and arrangable, thus I have added some stuffs in my place. Like it, but not sure how long it can tahan. This is because it always dropped last semester.

It is a part of my room. I got to stay here for 2 and the half years thus I must make it as comfortable and as like home as possible.
Winnie is sleeping now, beside me. I am blogging on my bed. Everything have to return to the school life from now. I have class tomorrow. I am going for a morning jog tomorrow as well.
Things I am wondering now is, my right eyelid is swollen, since last night, without reason. (I personally think my body is too heat since I have taken too much longan in the holiday.XD) Hey, I got to face to the people tomorrow with this look!!! According to Jing Yuh(2010), my eyes is looked like being hit by people. So how can I let others to see my face under this situation?
No, I got to find ways, to hide it from others.>< sad...
I missed my lovely mum. And I still don't have the courage to say " I love you" to her yet.
I missed my sister. Think that she is making milk for her little baby right now. or comforting the baby to sleep.
I missed my nephew. Think that I have no treat him nicely this break. I was scolding him everyday. He is just the way too naughty.
I missed my elder sister, Karen. She is the one paid half of my hair rebonding and brought me for clubbing. To enhance my sightseeing, according to her saying.
I missed Xue Wen. She is the one I hang out the most during this semester break.She told me she can teach me guitar, haha...(notes: She is undoubtedly a piano teacher.XD)
I missed everyone who I have met and I have not met this few days.
I missed Midvalley, Sunway Pyramid, KLCC, Bangsar boutiques, and all other shopping malls.
Seriously, I did not do any shopping this semester break la...feel like missing something in my life.
Yet, I have saved my money successfully.
I can join my housemates to Pulau Redang this semester I think. kaka...^^
It is time for me to sleep. otherwise my eyes became more terrible tomorrow.
Good night everyone and the earth!!!

the day before going back

I am going back to Kampar tomorrow. The school is going to reopen on Monday and I do have class on Monday. Besides, I have made a decision after last semester. I decided not to skip class this semester. I want to appreciate all classes I can attend. Beside to improve my study, I want to appreciate every moment I have during my campus life.
I heard some sad news today. I got a message from Dai Ka Jie this afternoon while I was sweeping the floor. She asked me to browse our eastlake geng's blog, she has wrote somethings.
I did not think too much. I kept sweeping the floor.
After a plenty of times, I thought of her message what a sudden.
I viewed her article, I felt like crying. I am really sad when I knew she is going to leave us, to leave UTAR, because of the stupid result.
I knew more people are leaving as well when I chatted with Teck Joo. Zhi Wey, Xiang Lin, Haw Yeen, An Yong, Cindy and even Viv are probably going to withdraw from UTAR.
I have never thought about this when I got my result. Although my result this semester is bad yet I have never thought of the problem of withdrawing from school. The bad thing is I know my friends face this situation but I did not think of them when I got my result. I just think of "ok, I will study harder next semester." but not "how about them?can they pass this semester?"
Too bad, I felt it.
I love my friends, I love the class , the whole class, but not the remain class. More classmates are leaving us, less classmates are staying in UTAR.
How many classmates are going to graduate at last? I have no idea but I hope it is full amount.
I don't understand. Sometimes, I can't really understand why shall we take examination? Do examination truly can represent the ability of one? Can tell the knowledge of one?
We don't really have to show how much knowledge we can "save" in our brain. It is hi technology era, we have internet, we can surf internet to access to the knowledge. We have mobile phone functioned with wi fi then we are able to online portability. We have books as well which we can refer to it when facing problem. There's is no much problem. We can find ways when we faced problem. Why is it necessary to prove a person's memory through examination?
Friends, love all of you.
Sure we will go to your place and play next time.
As long as we can keep in touch always, that's the best~

Outing

I went out with my family just now. Two words to describe, pissed off!!!haha...
Tell you, don't do shopping with baby and a naughty boy next time. It really drove you nuts you know.
I hold the hand of my naughty nephew while doing shopping. I know people see me as the mother of one child!!!!Terrible la!I lost my market already yet I could not leave him to walk alone as he is extremely, terribly naughty.
Besides, the baby who is just one month old, kept crying and asking for milk or else, asking her mum to hug her.
I can't say I like kids after today. I could not sacrifice my freedom to feed a child. I am still not that level. Of course la, I am just 21 years old! I supposed to enjoy my young and "flowerish" life!

Changes

Here's my new hairstyle. You would say, nothing changed! Maybe, because I did not do curly hair,did not do any hair cut, neither bob hair, nor boy cut. It is still a long hair,with no stylish or layer.
Ok, I have just done my hair rebonding which is really costly. In additional, no much changes occurred. Yet, it  mean to me. At least, my hair become lighter, become thinner and become more straight.

And according to Xue Wen, I looked more lady now.
You know, how much it cost me? It is RM500!!!For this length, it is RM500. Terrible right??!!I did it in a branded hair salon, A cut above, in Mid valley, last Friday. Normally, this length of hair, it costs RM200++ outside and Winnie's hair(really long hair) only costs her RM300 before. Sigh, thus branded stuffs always make us like a fool who spent more than others. Yet I hope that it guarantee the quality.
Something that I would like to mention in my words is something while I took the ktm to KL. I took KTM to KL that day in order to do my hair done. I saw this then.

I found this changes after I got back from Kampar. The couch which is served for ladies only. I heard the announcement all along the trip every time it stopped at each stop. " The middle couch is for ladies only and males are forbidden to enter"(something like that). It might sound inconvenient for the males yet of course not for the females. We have our own couch nowadays. Luckily I read the newspaper the day before thus I knew there is a couch for ladies. Otherwise I will be seem to be so ignorant.
Despite of the "culture" in an Islamic country that male and female should keep a distance, it guarantee female's safety from the "wolf". You know, some cheap guys, like to behave which is not respect to the females in the couch. I met this kind of situation once. But when it happened, what can you do? He might be not purposely as it is too packed. So if you shouted, you will be the one be humiliated.
In conclusion, I like this new service. Now I can sleep syoikly in the couch(thou I always can sleep in the train). Girls, free to enjoy your trip safely and happily.

Proud [Five In The Black Consert] - Tohoshinki

Classmates of UTAR sure know, I like Dong Bang Shin Ki...

I like their songs,their performance as well as their attitude.

Seriously, they unlike those idol team in Taiwan or else. They are both talented and handsome.

This is one of those favourite songs of them. PROUD

It just very match for them when they were singing this song in their concert in Japan.

It brought the means of the korean are proud of them.

Moreover, they cried during singing this song...

I felt touched whenever I watched this video, no matter how many times I watched.

That's why I posted this video here.

TVXQ, is there any chance for all Cassiopeia(name of TVXQ's fans) to watch five of you on the stage?

Do I ever have the chance to go for TVXQ concert?><...