骊歌响起 2

这个悲伤的季节，我们总是特别忙，邀约特别之多
其实都不是我们毕业，然，我们还是那么地忙，除了读书，social social也很重要
除了学长们的离开，好老师也陆陆续续地离开
随着得知傅老师要离开拉曼去他校进修后，麻雀又得知另一个好老师，Uncle Kenneth也即将离开了
昨天找了傅老师和小莫去喝茶，出发时才发现班上同学似乎很少人会去，因此临时找了救宾
随着丹学长拒绝了麻雀的邀请！麻雀没有气馁，找了奈前主编
结果奈前主编也搬来他的gang（包括丹学长，ho!salah咯）
但，确实度过了一个快乐的时光，哈哈，很敷衍
而原定今天晚上会和Uncle kenneth一起共度晚餐的（勇小姐，相信超开心的）
然，uncle竟然放我们鸽子，他人，竟然身在lumut
因此，可能改去了明天，或报销~
老师们，为你们的将来，打气咯~
希望你们都能够完成你们要的事业
也很感谢你们一直以来的教导~

骊歌响起

 在这个季节，也是与另一个朋友（麻雀多称之为红老板）的离别
此次一别，也不知何时方可见面了
红老板这个人，麻雀曾在这个巢里提过
一个很伟大的人，一个很成熟的人（虽然行为非如此）
感谢这个人，一直那样地帮助我们，一直诚心诚意地给与我们他所会的，他所有的
红老板，要启航了
驾着他的船，要航到他向往的码头
码头，或远或近，麻雀知道老板并不在乎
因为航行的念头，已确定，很坚决
也很欣然地，船只这次自己启航，船长决定上岸，让船只随着海、随着河，慢慢飘流
不捨、伤心，这些情绪涌现在我们心里
但是，麻雀也知道这些情绪都只是一个阻碍，对于红老板
我们所能做的，也只能好好地支持老板，成就老板~
红老板，若你有看这一篇，就要更加加油
希望下一次见到你时，是一个学成归来的红老板
若有什么需要帮忙的，一通电话，麻雀赴汤蹈火！
加油  祝福

麻雀做的生日卡~

背影还打上了barcode~

骊歌响起

每每年尾的到来，也迎来的是那分离的时分
麻雀害怕分离，因为分离带来了伤愁
好在前几天收到的消息是好老师暂且没离开，会多带一阵子，所以伤感减少了一成
然，同时也听到“婆婆”老师极大可能会离开而去美国“自我提升”，因此霎时又多增了半成的不捨
学校的师质总是在不断地削减着
麻雀这一届所幸还有机会遇到一些好老师，纵然也没能遇到一些学长们遇到的好老师
而，接下来的学弟妹们，该怎样？
希望接下来的你们，有机会遇到很好的老师~


言归正题，第三年的学长朋友们，亦也离别在即
首先是麻雀的老鹰学姐，在佛学会认识的新闻系senior
想起当初，麻雀还是新会员，在佛学会里认识的第一个人就是老鹰学姐了（当然，那时的她还不是老鹰，麻雀也不是麻雀）
对于老鹰学姐一个很深的影响，就是很热情和38的一个人(=p)
也记得很深的是那一次第一届海潮汇(year 1)，麻雀看到后来迟到的老鹰
老鹰刚从实习回来，麻雀便问她，“senior,你们的batch有人去Bernama hor~谁酱厉害？”
老鹰学姐很不好意思地说，“噢，就是我”
当时，真想找块墙撞过去
后来比较积极参与佛学会活动后，也比较常接触到这老鹰学姐
在去年的年尾，老鹰学姐找了我，问我要不要替J-on写一篇文章
而我也成为这个batch第一个为j-on写文章的，感谢老鹰学姐给麻雀这个学习的机会
记得那时的题目是怎样去怡保
接下来，就是在佛学营的辅导员营，见识到了老鹰学姐在佛法上的知识，很赞叹这个人怎么那么厉害，好像什么都会的
过后的日子，也在偶然下知道学姐很会唱歌，也有缘和学姐在祥和Yeah!的舞台上合唱两首
还记得在一次BEC课堂后，学姐问我要不要跟她去乌雪帮忙她做survey，我也欣然答应了
因为知道这样可以学习到东西，尤麻雀也未曾见识这一般大选的场面
后来在学姐的部落格看到学姐的感谢词，“哎呀，小意思啦，何足卦齿？”
学姐也曾兴奋地告诉我：Ei,我把你们的名字写进我的毕业论文哦，下次给你看。
只是这个下次也不知是何时了~
也在很多次，做决定当时，学姐也总是给予我很多的鼓励和建议
这一篇，其实在考试前就开始写，但停顿了许久才重新看回它
也不知道要写什么，因为觉得再加什么也只是为了加而加
所以就停笔吧~
*虽然事后得知学姐并不喜欢老鹰，但既已写了，也就懒惰改了~ =p


总而言之，感谢学姐在这阵子的提点还有鼓励
也记得第一次被学姐“骂”：新闻系学生怎么可以不看email
结果我从此以后都检查inbox （纵然还是堆积了1000封的email)
祝福学姐，在记者之路上，越行越精彩
人生道上，也越行越顺~
加油咯，学姐~
麻雀会去槟城找你玩的~

Dear friends~

The time when I posted out my blog
My friends scolded me. ( Not scold in fact, is worrying+geram)
The time when I wrote my experience out, I think nothing.
I just feel to share and voice out.
But then I see the impact.
This made me feel that I couldn't simply post anything if I didn't want them to worry about me. (luckily my mum don't online)
People are worrying about me and said :" Don't be like that again next time!"
"Why never you hear our advice?"
"It is dangerous, you know!"
"Why don't you call me?"
But, no one praise me :" Hey! Good! You are so alert! (have you had Brand's?wakaka)"
Seriously, I, in the contrast, like myself, after this.
I can be so alert, now only I realised.
This is an eastern society. You can find its characteristic through my experience.
If for westerner, their reaction would not be like what my friends reacted.

All my dear friends, I am sorry to let you guys being so worried and geram.
I sincerely apologise to you.

Thanks a hundred lot for your concerns.
But, please. Don't ask me not to cycling to anywhere.
Please don't ask me stop cycling to old town.
Or else, I will bored to die in Kampar, one day.

I saw McD uncle today!

I was cycling to McDonald's in Kampar from Eastlake, alone.

CEO texted me this morning, told me that there was an opening in McD that time.

So, I cycled there.

Ok, I admit la, I initially wanted to cycle to old town to grab some banana and have my veggie tomyam

Then, I decided to go McD first then only I cycle to old town.

I was late.

That time when I reached McD, the opening ceremony was almost end.

I snapped some photos and saw the short-version Ronald McDonald ( "short version" is from Saravani)

I remembered the brands video immediately since after I saw him, the bad guy looked (he indeed like a bad guy with his make up)

Yet I found this guy funny and friendly (But he put me aeroplane!) lol

One thing I found awesome to CEO is, WOW, he is a truly journalist

He got a great rapport that he knows many people

He can also talk to the McD top management easily

I salute to him(bowing), and this is what I got to learn from him

We asked of the Ronald McDonald.

Then one of the top told us something that I would really like to share.

"In one hot day, during an event, I asked Ronald, ' My make-up is going to melt, why don't yours melt?'

Then he replied me,' I was born with this skin.' "

Besides, they told us that no one in the company know Ronald personally.

"Whenever we meet him, he is in this attire."

"And when we asked him where he lives, he will always answer: 'I live in McDonald land' ."

I found Ronald is really professional in his work yet will he feels loneliness?

Does anyone sees his real face? Or does anyone who see his real face knows what he work?

He is someone really mystery

After that, CEO asked me where I want to go.

Then I told him, I want to go to eat tomyam, veggie tomyam.

He refused. He said he wants to eat rice then he brought me to Pasar.

In the result, we have the indian rice as our lunch. T.T

Though I did not have my tomyam but I still have a nice food.

Nice Indian Rice at Pasar.

After all, I cycled back to Eastlake, to study my C & C.

When I was on my way to the shortcut (before down to it, we always need to glide down to the shortcut. It was like a down hill.)

I heard the sound of motor engines, I felt so suspicious as I didn't hear it before I reached there.

And the sound was made, so sudden.

I stopped and stood beside, pretending I was arranging my basket.

A Malay big fat guy passed by me and glided down to the shortcut.

I did not raise my head but I know he was looking at me.

I immediately placed my bicycle aside and stood on the entrance and looked down to the shortcut.

I wanted to make sure if he reached Eastlake side only I start cycling.

However I could not see his figure, at all.

To my horror,the motor engines sound was heard again. And it was nearer, and nearer.

I ran back to where I stood originally, again, pretended I was arranging my things.

This time, I dare myself to stare at him.

He looked at me and smiled, with a really horrible smile.

I, instantly, lowered my face, and started busying my things.

I stood there, helpless, don't know what to do.

At the moment, I still hold the thinking that I am going to wait at here and see whether he will back or not.

If not, I will still cycling through the shortcut.

As what I expected, he returned again.

I was really angry that I jumped to my bicycle and ride back to new town.

I will not want to spend my precious time with you, dirty fat guy.

I called Big House Sister and asked her what shall I do.

She was at library, the time when I called her.

If can, I really hope she can ride her bike here.

She asked me to cycle through UTAR.

Which mean, I got to cycle through Newtown, Westlake, UTAR then can only reach Eastlake. ( this is why I hope she can ride to me, I was too lazy)

And I was touched when I saw Big House Sister ride her bike to escort me in UTAR.

Anyhow, I am home now, safe.

Sorry for letting my friends worried.

And thank you for your concern.

However, though you guys said I am stubborn

I will still insist to cycle, no matter to where.

This is my only transport (When the Myvi's owner back to Klang)

And I am going to appreciate the time when I still have opportunity to cycle.

And I have something to tell that Malay big fat guy.

Hey, You Got Nothing To Do Hor!!!??

So Free, Wandering Around But Not Doing Work!!!!

I Am Not Going to Scared By You. See La, If I Meet You Someday Else, I am not going to do anything la.

But My Advice To You!

Stop Being There. Stop Thinking Of Doing Something Bad There la!!!!

Don't break my road la~~~~

(at the end, I couldn't have my tomyam today again~)

你真行！

你真行！得以让人欢喜让人愁
你真行！有那本事让人愁上愁
你真行！让人目盲且心生发愁
人们好说你唯美我说你真是丑

你让那有为青年为你沉溺黄河
你让外面不数少女为你而淌泪
你却无动而于衷，坐观，享乐

人们了你之恶，苦难逃你圈套
你何时愿慈悲，放开苦人手臂
解开苦人的心，放开苦人枷锁
允他们展翅吧，允他们离你吧

加油啦，所有在苦痛中的朋友们，你们不是孤单的~

我的权利何在？

天平上你我    无分毫之差
有色眼镜前    你我是有差
你之所能为    我自认不差
我之所能做    你未必能达
然世间肤浅    想你行我渣
教育专业上    我不比你逊
恨那专制度    我永后于你
论经济政治   
纵我不媲你所高高在上
然我必不低头于你
权利，我必争
权力，我更争
以证你我同处水平上
天平上你我    叹还是有差  

Boy & Girl

Fortuitously, I witnessed an extremely comical circumstance when I was on my way to university for my first paper - IMC
There was a boy, who was cycling, hardly, exerting his utmost strength, leading back to Eastlake residential area
I passed by him
There was a girl, who sitting behind, relaxingly, looking and combing her not so extraordinary hair
This has constituted an intense contrast, so unbalance image
One was so tiring whilst another one was so relaxing
I assumed the girl as the boy's girlfriend
Can't just the girlfriend be more mindfulness and can't just she jump down from the bicycle and walk by herself, for just a little distance?

What if when I pointed at the girl and blaming her unsensible
At the end the boy will say: Don't you know? This is what we called ROMANTIC
You know what. I will throw a flying kick to you and laughing at your ignorance

The Distance

I looked at the sky. It is high.

I looked at the mountain. It is tall.

I looked at the sea. It is deep.

I looked at you and me. It is far.

The height is higher than the sky.

The altitude is taller than any mountain.

The depth is deeper than any sea. Even deeper than Marina trench.

The distance is farther than the Arctic circle.

I could not reach you though you are just beside me.

I could not reach you though I can see you in Facebook.

The gap is harsh.

The door is locked.

The wall is bulky.

Still, I could not reach you though you are just beside me.

I chose to abnegate.

I chose to shout nothing and blame nothing.

I chose to return to where I from.

I am what I am. Then.

< The End>

When it is critical period...

I am not angry

I am not complaining

I am not emo-ing

Yet please do things according to what we have discussed

Please listen to what the tutor told us and do it properly

Please do not try to finish it fast but not doing well

I would rather you be slow work but come out with tidy and neat outcome

However do not be too slow...I am tired....