Necessary or not?

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I able to sit in big car because of her
I managed to have Alex Yoong as my temporary ( 3 days 2 nights) neighbour because of her
I got the opportunity to dress in CK because of her
I can wear Evita Peroni's hair band also because of her
I have the chance to rest my leg in Aldo, BCBG shoes
She makes me able to carry Dior, Burberry handbags
I got to opportunity to see different types and season of LV bags(before she started disliking LV, she got many) though I don't have one
I able to have my fine cuisine with her treat
I can live in luxurious life when I with her. I meant when i go to Kuala Lumpur
I can have her sponsor while studying since she has a brilliant job
I can have my hair wash and hair cut in A Cut above
She....is my sister
She started to work just after her graduated
She bears the responsibility to support our financial
*She didn't borrow any loan from government or any association when she was studying in KDU and all are from mum's account
She gives us luxurious enjoy when we go to KL
I told her my future big plan and she nodded
I was puzzled and shocked when she nodded her head
I thought she will broke my dream into pieces and asked me to help out the family after I graduated
She said: You are the youngest and you don't have any burden.
I asked her if she will oppose to my plan
She said she will also do it if she was me
Yet the fact is that she is the elder one
She showed her can't help expression and I can smell her disappointment
I can do nothing but to think I will try to help her out when I able to
I appreciate the treat she has given to us
We able to see many "elite" stuffs and go many high standard places
I can have the chance to carry branded bag when I was 21
This is all given by my sister
However, is that really a need for me?
I, actually, do not really have to enjoy those treat

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I can simply carry a ROXY bag
I can wear ROXY flip flop
I can wear Cotton On clothes
*I only buy cheap stuffs from ROXY and Cotton On clothes are cheap
I can have a simple yet meaningful life without the luxury
My life ain't like sister's
She enjoy her life but I enrich my life
Thou we share same blood but it doesn't apply the same on our life style
I learn to know I don't need what sister gives me sometimes when I stayed in her house
I can wash my hair by myself instead of going saloon
It is not necessary indeed






But I need DSLR from her (she promised to present me a DSLR when my birthday ^^)
So this is the necessary....haha...

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In other words, I can have my life meaningful and happy with travel but not luxury....