Regard from me~

How are you?
I know you are fine
You are always tough and brave, I know
And I am going to Malacca soon, go KTM station around 11.30am
Our bus will be departed from Bukit Jalil at 2.30pm
In order to ensure we are on time, that's why we chose to depart at 11.30am
See you.

剖白

“Ah Ba" there, "Ah Ba" here...

People said: You now so used to this "calling” hor
Exactly, I called PC as my ah ba, so naturally and so freely
I know the reason back of it
Other than we all are always going out for hiking, outing, he just makes me feel like he is my ah ba
Friends who know me well, know that I came from a single parent family
My beloved father left us to another far away palace where we could hardly to contact him when I was 10 years old
I was too young that I not even say a word of good bye to him when he was waving to us
To my recall, it was a dark night, I was sleeping so sweet that my aunt shake my body and wake me up
The immature me, cried and refused to wake up
I was just so abnormal that night. Usually, I wouldn't be crying to wake up, at that age
I always feel self-accused whenever I looked back at this impressive moment
I hope that I can get back to that time. Or only erase it
When now, I missed him so much
I always know he is great now, at his place
When I played badminton, I remembered him
And when this new ah ba also spend his rest time to play badminton with me, I feel touched
When we went outing, this new ah ba always the one takes care of us
He always understands my "ambition"
I always want to hike higher, run faster, run farther, play more. And he always know
That is why I can call you as my "Ah Ba" so freely and without any hesitate
Thank you for being my "ah ba" that gave me really really warm family feeling
And I always hold the phrase: " As a teacher one day, as father for the whole life"
And I know you wouldn't mind to be my "ah ba" for whole life~thanks~

阿爸前，阿爸后的
大家都说麻雀叫地多么自然，多么习惯
这是不争的事实，麻雀的确习惯性地把同班的PC同学给叫老了
这是一个在麻雀心里无法磨灭的烙印
那一晚，天该很黑，麻雀在梦乡飞得很开心
阿姨推醒麻雀。
麻雀哭了，这是一个不正常的夜晚，照理麻雀不会因为被吵醒而哭
那时已经10岁大了
大人们要麻雀根麻雀爸爸道别，但麻雀没有
依然沉浸在自己的梦乡
就是这样的不成熟，麻雀在没有道别的情景下，麻雀爸爸便告别我们，到很远很远的地方去
远得，麻雀再也来不及，再次挥着手，对着麻雀爸爸说一声：珍重，再见
一生中，说了多少次再见，最让麻雀遗憾的就是失去了这一次永别的的再见
如果时间能够倒回，该多好~
麻雀知道自己很自私，擅自把“阿爸”当成了阿爸
可能是同星座的关系，阿爸很了解
麻雀的好胜，麻雀的好玩，麻雀的好“高”（爬高）鹜远（跑远）
阿爸都很了解
谢谢你，阿爸

去一趟历史追溯 - 富都 （前）

游艺走月宣传海报

前阵子，偶然在独立新闻网站看到半山芭艺术祭-游艺走月的宣传海报
是由半山芭社区艺术计划的一班志工发起的，我想，从字面上解释是通过一系列的艺术呈现来缅怀、维持这个曾辉煌一时的旧地址
当时候看到艺术祭的最后一天就是25号，也就是麻雀回吧生的那一天
于是就决定去走一趟，以示对这班那么努力的年轻人的支持
搭了单轨火车去到Imbi这一站（其实应该下Hang Tuah)
映入眼帘的既是半山芭的地标，半山芭监狱
从小时候，每每来龙的城市都会经过这座外观画满了壁画的建筑物
而自有印象以来，就听妈妈说这是一座监狱
那时候就在想，怎么这座监狱建在如斯黄金地段上
后来长大了，每次经过这个城墙，虽然没有任何深刻印象
但是会想要进去看看
之前听参观过监狱的吊吊说过里面的情景，但总是没有那个机会
前几个月前，麻雀来龙市shopping时，经过这座监狱，空荡荡的，它依然静静地沉睡在城市中央

围上层层“高墙”的半山芭监狱

因为另有目标，麻雀挥挥翅膀便走了，也没有留下拍照
昨天，正式造访，它，却比往常的热闹了

就算是百年老妖，还是得屈服于时光和发展的洪流底下

它的造访客都是麻雀陌生的机械恐龙
这个沉睡的地标，不得不醒了

成为历史，是说她永远只能在人们心中？

颇挫败的是前阵子经过，不拍照，现在想拍却难之又难，因为四周都围上了建筑的"围墙“
之前查过游艺走月的时间表，其实知道当天并没有什么活动，只是在富都广场会有展览
因此麻雀的目的地便是富都广场，但是并非龙的城市人的麻雀，其实不知道它在哪里
于是一开始只好毫无方向地从监狱路口开始走
走了一段路，就看到一排排的店屋，但是没有看到我的目标
找了一位老伯伯问了，伯伯说：“就在前面，在时代广场的前面，你得绕过这里，出去外面”
与伯伯谢过后，便往原先走的路反方向地走出去
经过了时代广场(Times Square)后，麻雀完全没看到任何Pudu的路牌
总觉得不对劲，因为据麻雀的理解，富都该是从监狱那边往下走就是了
于是找来路边的一个年轻人就问路
麻雀：请问Pudu Plaza怎样去啊？
年轻人：我是不懂怎样去，可是我知道不在这里
什么！！？？？以一脸的挫败，麻雀又跟他拜谢再继续走
赶紧sms给住龙市的大姐，问她富都广场在哪里
她打回给我，说她没听过！哎。。。悲哀，现在我知道为什么半山芭社区艺术计划的必要了
这时候在马路上，我赶紧又追问一个老伯伯(总觉得只有老伯伯会知道）
老伯伯告诉我不在这里，在另一边(手指向我原先走的那条）
老伯伯还继续说，“从这里走路去，蛮远的喔”
然后看了我，就说：“年轻人可以走的”
对！这句话提醒了我，我还是年轻人一个！
只是。。。被先前的老伯伯道了一大圈。。。。
加上原先寻找路的时间，麻雀用了一个小时终于找到了这个富都广场

无计可施，还记得上课学过panaroma...haha...

抱着及至兴奋的心情，赶快摄下其“美丽”的影子
找到了半山芭的游艺走月展览，就在底层的一间空着的店口
展览没有布置得很夸张豪华，但其内容却能够实实地摄住观者的注意

经过邵氏广场

********************************待续******************************************

Seek for financial expert

I, recently, realised that I am short of money la...

I am going to Malacca on the coming Wednesday where I will spend, I know
Then I am going to Taiwan next January.
My lovely mother asked me just now, how much have you saved?
I answered her, I don't know
Where in fact, I don't really have saved any token...
Seriously, I am lack of financial knowledge...
I don't know how to save money I tell you...
And, I, seriously need a financial expert who can tell me how to save money
And whom, able to stop me from doing shopping and spending on unnecessary stuffs
And stop me from buying branded clothes
And stop me going out enjoy
The most important, whom can support my financial....wakaka...(i know it is impossible)

Those who are interested, kindly leave your resume here...

and want to tell you, no salary will be given...just take it as doing for charity la~hehe..

An outsider trip down Memory Lane - Pudu

It is a good effort that at least there are a group of people started appreciate the history, the old building
To support their effort in preserving the old building, I decided to go participating any activity they made

I have been searching for the schedule of 25th September. Yet, to my dismay, there aren't much activities for that day
The gist activity was in 18th September that I couldn't make it
I took almost an hour to find Pudu Plaza where the exhibition held
Why one hour?The first thing is bad me did not do enough research of the place
Some more, an uncle has showed me wrong way which really made me walked through many unnecessary places
The exhibition was at the lower level of Pudu Plaza, in an empty shoplot
There weren't sea of people but I always know that they are touched even if there is only one comer
The exhibition is informative and impressive
They have pasted the voice(interview) of the residents in Pudu Plaza
And also their vivid memories of the days before Malaysia Independent, and even during Japanese invasion

Money money money

Besides, old time notes(money) also can be seen in the exhibition
I felt so impressed when I heard some conversation among three or four elderly who stood in front of the money

Impressive moment

A: Ei...this is the british queen (pointed to the printed head portrait of the notes)
B: Yeah. It is. And remembered the time during she was handed the throne down, it was so lively.The whole Malaysians were celebrating.
C: Really? I have forgotten!
B: That time we were only 6-7 years old mah.
A : Yeah. Ei, so where you stay now?
C: Still living in Kuala Lumpur.
B: After all this while, we are still living in Kuala Lumpur.
(conversation conducted in Cantonese)


I felt so agitated when I heard their conversation as they have experienced all
I wanted to approach them yet they were so reveling in their conversation which made up a wall from me
And also, I felt so weird if approach them thus I gave up this thought eventually (now terribly regret then)
The exhibition started with a letter(i called it letter)...a brief introduction and history of Pudu in duo language
It majorly made in a timeline style...stelling us the story and history of Pudu...
It started with year 1880 when the Chong Wan temple was built which means that it is the hundred years old now and it is now still laying in Pudu
Another good effort that they made is they managed to find out old times newspaper, old time tools such as barbershop tools, printing tools and so on.
Besides, heard that neighbours who live in Pudu have also provided many stuffs, photo and information
I think they started knowing that not only they are doing the preserving works yet the residents are willing to do so
And I was shocked by a girl while viewing the information of Pudu Food Street
She told me that there is short video presenting and asked me to go in
There are totally three videos been shown
The first two videos consisted of interview of the elder residents there and the background information

Demolition video

Whereby the third one is the demolition record of the Pudu jail
So sad to see she's been demolished I tell you. She looked like a helpless and sad lady who lying there...yeah,helpless...i felt this for her and for us the Malaysian.

Picture of the prisoner in Pudu Jail

The video showed people were demonstrating to anti the demolition yet it didn't help.
As we are not those who hold power and money

Building models in Pudu

Moreover, they have also created the building models of Pudu and made out the whole view of Pudu area
Then here I came to the end

old time printing tools

It took me one and a half hour to finish the exhibition, great effort I would say
And CEO, you are so lucky as I have taken their newsletter as well as the really great Pudu Cultural Map they made (thinking should I kept it myself...haha)
Then I proceed to the Pudu out of the exhibition before the closing ceremony
It started at 8pm at Pudu Plaza
Since I was here then I should have walked through by my own

Pasar Pudu

I walked passed the Electricity road, and walked passed the fish stalls along the road to Pasar Pudu, another historical place full of controversy

Chong Wan temple which laid for more than hundred year in Pudu

Then I passed by the Chong Wan temple and stopped at the Food Street to take shelter from the heavy rain
I watched their lifestyle, their happy ambience
There are many foreigner workers there. I guessed teenagers nowaday hardly want to help out
Old people are selling food there, many people eating there
It is a good one when I see people (young one) still tend to come to this dirty and old street to have their lunch or dinner
So that the street will not be abandoned
I did not eat but I took photo there
I ran to Pudu Plaza when it is almost 7pm although it was still raining (but not heavy)
The closing ceremony started at 8pm sharp with the coming of YB Fong Kui Lun and the sponsorship from Eu Yan Shang, Pudu Plaza and Shaw Plaza in charge persons
This really raised my eyelid as if in Klang, the ceremony normally would not be started on time
And especially when I found they were still running here and there, and the chairman was hastily talking to the phone about the VIP stuffs

MC of Moon Walk closing ceremony

The MCee of that night is AiFm Dj, Ji An(direct translate) whose voice is really nice and attractive^^
And the ceremony was started with the speech given by the chairman and YB.
The last part I managed to watch is the short video of Pudu and also the activities they held before
When my watch pointed to 8.30pm then I left
I wanted to stay longer yet due to the safety consideration as premise, I decided to go back at 8.30pm
I have to walk out to the monorail station at night, this is my worry la...
And when I was walking along the road, I have a thought to raise out my hand and try hitch hiking
Yet now only I found myself do not dare to do so...haha...
Next time la, when it is daytime I will try try( say only)

Old time hair dryer (provided by the local resident)

The Pudu jail's special interior design of the building

Heard that this porridge stall has been here for quite a long time

* tips here is next time have to do enough research before going to the place that you are not familiar 
And I haven't finished exploring this place and having the great food here. Who want to go with me next time? then only can back lately as got companion^^

爱上你~

退化了的翅膀，同时亦进化成五只手指(^^)

突然地，发现自己爱上了自己的这双手
这双手，时常沉默着，总是默默地耕耘
它们不像那喋喋不休的嘴巴般
总是说，而不顾的自己的工作
而最近渐渐爱上它的原因，是因为发现了其细心
前几天，麻雀花了一整个晚上的时间，用这退化了的麻雀翅膀，制作了一张卡片

看的出是Arsenal的Torres吗？

 现在看回卡片，其实都涌上了一丝丝的成就感
麻雀，从中学开始便喜欢制作卡片给友人
那是因为爱上观看收卡人开心的表情
麻雀时常就觉得礼物，轻则已，重其情意
这张卡，依据了收卡人的喜好，因此做了一张足球的卡片

收卡者特爱足球的

而此次，麻雀又做了一个新尝试，在卡片里做了一个立体的蛋糕图案

立体的草莓蛋糕，花了麻雀不少时间

得到的效果，颇不错的。至少过了自己的第一关（只可惜蜡烛不能挺立）
麻雀最引以为傲的部分，莫过于立体蛋糕上的草莓
原本想说，试试应该做做草莓
而第一颗成功出炉的草莓，也已经替麻雀加了不少气
太开心了，因此连续做了其他的三个出来

后来，看到收卡者，小莫，开心的样子
麻雀也更为安慰，因为这一次的作品又大功告成了~
成功勾起收卡者的笑容与欣赏

加上JR的名誉，祝福您，老师~

现在看回，自豪心又升起了。。。嘻嘻。。。
还是很喜欢这一次的作品~

疯狂度100

今天的感觉，就是好想写好多的东西

这一篇，就写一写一件疯狂的事情吧

话说，麻雀今天，听到（是看到）一位学长说他要搭车去泰国

麻雀觉得，对他来说，是正常的，因为他应该很想做很久了

而麻雀，有机会，也想试试，反正自身的翅膀也退化，不能飞行了

只是，在麻国，麻雀也不知道成功的机率会是多少

但是，没有试过，永远不知道行不行

而对于麻国，比较值得探讨的问题，其实应该是安全的考量

随时随地，你的尸首可能被发现挂在森林的树上

身上的钱财一扫而空，好心的话，会留身份证给警察验证

这就是麻雀身在的麻国

因此学长的勇气是值得赞许且钦佩的

原本想说，不要一个人去的话，应该没问题，毕竟有人照应

然而，后来才知道学长是一个人去

看清楚！一个人，要搭车，从金宝到泰国，背包旅行

这个想法太疯狂了吧！

这真的是很危险

而且，两个专家谷岳和刘畅也在梦里告诉学长，搭巴士和火车更好

一个人的旅行，好玩。因为自由自在，没有束缚

自己爱去哪，就去哪

自己爱蹲下，就找地方蹲

这种自由，谁人不向往？

然而，安全的旅程，又有谁人不祈求？

旅游，之所以结伴，其实是互相照应，并不是互相拖累

学长，如果你有看到这篇，想问，你要不要Mr. CEO?

如果要的话，我们愿意把他让给你

让你们搞一搞断背旅游，也不赖

我爱分享

This song came to my mind when I was jogging this evening

And it came to my ear as well via my headset (XD)

This song brought me a great memory

I still remember, it was little biji who introduced me this song when she got to know that I was to participate the intra-school Malay song competition

And, it is the song which made me won second place in the competition

And I still remember my guitarist is Cockroach Chong

Frankly speaking, till now I still kept thinking that will it be the judges counted wrongly?

As my condition was not good that day

And I still remember my friends, Mr. Lawyer and Hanson guy who sat in front told me "flat liao" (lip language)

I knew yet I just couldn't control my nervous

But the result ended with I won the second prize!!!

It is shocked and not happy at all as I did not do my best

Back to the song itself, it is a meaningful song

Bukan cinta biasa, in Google translate(this fellow has been so famous lately, sure I got to use it play play) will be not ordinary love

Yeah, the love is not just a common love that we all defined

I am not sure the love Siti defined

Yet, for me, I would say

Love, is so nature

You don't have to seek it or force it so hard

It will just come to your side and be yours

Love, is the greatest thing in the world

It is a wonderful energy exist in our world which gave us strength

We love people is not we have to but is we are used to

Do love everyone around you. Spread the love and your care to them, as well as the whole world

Lyrics

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

Cintaku bukan diatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya oh...
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan

红老板的教育

以前，看过这个人，知道他对佛法的认识很深
在很多场合遇到他，但是不认识，所以不打招呼
什么时候开始，在食堂，听到有人高呼“麻雀！”
就知道来者何人了
这个人，就是“麻雀”原创者
真正认识这个人，应该是祥和Yeah!吧
当时候，与晶董事讨论好要做展览后
晶董事即提议麻雀可以找这号人物问问
那么巧，隔天就去弘培营了
在等着LRT的时候，麻雀飞到红老板的隔壁
也不顾认不认识，就飞快地要求红老板，希望他可以帮忙做祥和展
而红老板，竟也不加思索的，答应了麻雀
弘培营回来的第二天早上，麻雀收到了效率高的红老板的e-mail
这是红老板寄来的建议书
当下，麻雀很感动，只差没有用翅膀的羽毛抹一抹眼泪
还记得，有一次跟红老板“争论”展览的事情到凌晨四点
红老板告诉麻雀他要去睡觉了
因为等下有呈现 （O.O!)
还有好几次的留在法悦阁，通宵达旦地赶着展览的内容
红老板，本可以一走了之，但他没有
且最后一年，最后第二学期的他，其实该有很多事情要忙，加上毕业论文
然而，他却一句怨言都没有
当时候红老板的精神，确实激励了麻雀前进的力量
谢谢，红老板
醒觉营回程时，麻雀在火车站很随性地问了红老板能不能开班收麻雀与唯一这两个资质略劣的学生
（其实说随性，并不是。麻雀可是想了很久，觉得自己总是没办法把佛法运用在佛法上，才会打算向红老板求助。后来也才知道唯一也有兴趣。而麻雀扮得随性，是因为不想把压力加诸在红老板身上，毕竟他是毕业生啊。。。）
红老板看了看这两位学生，答应了
这一份感动，麻雀真的只能把它收在心里，好好对红老板道谢
结果后来演变成开一个小班
麻雀知道红老板很乐意把他知道的分享给大家
可是，他是毕业生啊，最后一个学期了，麻雀很难想象他要怎么应付啊
但是，还是，谢谢你，红老板
上个星期天，去了一趟和丰
没有参与海潮汇的红老板也随行了
因为大伙儿并不懂路，就只好拖了身为怡保人的老板随行
那一天，才知道，原来隔天，老板是有考试的，且还是早上的考卷
而，勤劳的红老板，还没有读完
那一天，晚上了，大伙儿还在怡保
红老板也尽了地主之谊，带大家去吃晚餐还有参观他的家族帝国（大概只有麻雀是第一次去）
回程。麻雀在车上，揶揄了红老板
“老板，在担心了吧？还没有准备考试”
老板并没有回答
后来在麻雀渐入梦境时，麻雀听到了红老板与串哥的对白
红：“其实没有必要担心，因为这就是一个责任。你答应了人家来，如果你又要表现一副不开心的样子，会让你答应的那个人内疚。”
这就是红老板的想法
和麻雀同年的红老板，知道为什么我们称他为红老板了吧
红老板的那句话，着实让麻雀觉得自己的肤浅
红老板很忙，可是为了佛法的分享，他可以不遗余力地去尽他所能做
就算通几晚宵，伤多少次的肝，他都不介意
因为他了解他要走的路，因为他想让更多人认识佛法的好
可是，麻雀想要告诉红老板一句话，
“你关照别人的时候，也别忘了关照自己，关照自己的心，关照自己的身体”
好好照顾自己吧~
再一次，谢谢你，红老板！

Please stop it...

Stop it please. 
I feel annoying every time I saw Mr. Rude's video on Facebook
It is polluting my Facebook la wey....
When he started to sing our childhood(we sing it since we were kid-i meant everyone) song
Everyone treated him as a hero, I hate him in the contrast
When everyone are so excited to show me his song, I begged them not to
When people are talking about him, I chose to close my ears
When my friend told me : aiyo, he was under suspended, so pity
I don't care. It is not my business. You said it violate free speech
I will say it is his karma for bothering so many people
While everyone go to join the Facebook group in order to protest for him
I fast fast go to ignore the invitation
I just simply not appreciate his attitude
Everyone has their anger toward our country, we know but i don't think this is the best way for you to express your indignation
I don't see the point unless you want to gain some fame
You kept singing more songs after that, with those rude words
I hate you because you sing those rude words in the melody
Please don't spoil those melody lo...
You don't think you are hero, but a coward but not dare to stand out
And friend, please don't go and like his video again...
As it will shown in my page also....
And please, use a manner way to express your discontent next time...