心痛-ing

悲伤至心痛，曾几何时，这个感觉已不再陌生
很多时候，心里的那一股悲痛感会莫名的油然升起
悲伤是麻雀的朋友，虽不时常与之为伴
然而却亦不陌生
麻雀习惯了它的存在，也从不隐瞒其存在
麻雀喜欢悲痛，虽然它是痛苦的，但它也是甜的（否则我们又怎样知道甜的滋味）
是谁标签了这样的味道应该是甜？
又是谁告诉我们那个味道应该是苦？
甜与苦，就那么一线之差，差别就在于你的心怎么取决
乐观的人说人生是美好的，每一天是甜
既然哭着、笑着都要过生活
管它绊脚石抑或挫折
那还是笑着，快乐过生活吧；
悲观的人皱着紧锁着的眉头，说这个人生是痛苦的
悲观的人眼里的世界是灰色的
悲观的人看彩虹是单一色的，因为他看不到色彩
既然世界那么不美丽，那么不美好，或许活着是浪费的
可怕的绊脚石还有痛苦的重重挫折
那还是苦着，悲伤地勉强度过剩下的日子吧
佛陀说人生本是苦
哇哇落地那时开始，我们就要面对生、离、死、别的痛苦
你说人生不苦吗?
哀伤，是难免的
哀伤，是必然的
哀伤，是逃不开的
哀伤，就看你会怎么定义它
在没有办法避开它的时候，我们惟有面对它，接受它，处理它，放下它 （圣严法师）
倘若你不面对他，你永远逃不过哀伤
喜欢它吧~
麻雀喜欢悲伤，那是因为它总是扮演着一个角色，告诉麻雀你该看看你自己的心咯
虽然总是找不到悲痛的理由
朋友说麻雀emo咯，然而这不是emo，因为麻雀也不知道悲痛的来源
它，就是那么突如其来
那么的一个不速之客，不请自来
接受它吧~
让你的心，痛一痛，哭一哭，洗一洗
好啦，麻雀要继续赶那令人费心爆肝的阿塞们了~

当耗子的日子

耗子啊耗子 你怎么那么贪心
左拥而右抱 你之强烈企图心

耗子啊耗子 珍馐cheese尽摆眼前
然不满于其 而不住往外攀岩

耗子啊耗子 枉那老农予黍子
不食还推辞 农人赔黍又失计

耗子啊耗子 蚊虫自在飞于空
则一箭至之 粉了自由碎于空

耗子啊耗子 穿梭胡同惯于中
遇担则避之 总拥自由于怀中

耗子了汝心 耕耘还需那苦心
然还辜汝心 耗子一世愧于心

耗子了彼忧 受众推上未筑墙
然晓彼质优 方决推彼上城墙

余无让之费 必能完其还易举
余欲赠彼言 余必赴汤蹈火乎

--六月飞霜笔

贰拾陆日拾壹月贰零壹零年(写于）

遗恨

昨夜星辰遍布
吾心无心欣赏
漫漫长夜呜呼
迢迢长路苍苍
自扪吾心恐怖


然果已泄出
吾心挂碍故
而已所得苦
然欲哭无处
谁人知其苦


故得习得放下
莫望坐拥无数
须知知足当下
焉知熊掌与鱼
食其味不分上下
却难两全


坐此席而望高山
吾人唯呜呼哀哉

---六月飞霜笔
贰拾寺日拾壹月贰零壹零

You raised me up

The song I would like to share this week is "You raised me up"
My friend extremely loves this song who set this as her ringtone from secondary school time until today
We always stand on others' foot in order to stand still
People raised us up in order to help us achieving our dream
However, sometimes we tend to neglect the one who raised us up after we success
We forgot their giving after we received all achievement
Our life, are just all about supporting each other
We lend our hand and leg to support others and at the same time we were stepping on others' leg and hand, as well as head to climb up and up
Some started to abandon the one one supported due to their incapable or low progress
However do you realise that you have invisibly lowered one's progress while you were standing on one's shoulder
Put aside when if your big project needs tremendous numbers of people to help you to achieve
See, you wished to build a mega building
You need workers. You got money from the consumers, you asked money from the citizen
You are standing on the people's head in order to build your pride
However when the people are down, do you borrow your shoulder for them to rest and stand still
At the end you lost the support from the people
Still, you can stand straight?
When you wish to hold an event you need your crew to help throwing it a success
Can you do it yourself without a single hand, leg, shoulder or even head?
Look, there are always a hand on hand world
Or a leg on shoulder society
There are always someone to hold you to support
Appreciate the one who support you
And support the one who were behind you
Pull them and make them stand still than others


Below is the lyric of the song~
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

What I want to say~

I don't feel safe
I don't want to be
I have been listening the messages from my friends
"I think no one better than you to qualify the post"
"I don't see anyone is suitable for the post. Sure you liao!"
No, I don't see there is a must for me to take over the post
I just don't want
Ok I admit, I am highly interested in it yet my time just don't allow me to pursue my interest
Between I am not capable to accept the post

I am not good at all in linguistic

Another thing to clarify, my friends said I am good in terms of leadership
Yet I want to explain that I am just not the type who can lead people
I feared to order people thus I chose to do it myself all the time instead of leading people to do it
I am just not the type who can be leader
I am merely a follower who work according to people's order
I am just not what you guys think about
I dislike to be tied by burden, responsibility
I am just not suitable to be the one you all want
I have my right to choose what I want
Please, just let me
I do not want to bear the responsibility
Thanks for your offer...
And I am sorry~

It is about life

This is my second time watching the video yet it is still bringing a great impact to me

I would like to recommend to you guys

The video is so relevant to our life

We are growing older and older everyday since we were given birth to the world

When we was born, we kept running and running to the end of our life

We were running to the grave eventually

We could not bring anything to our coffin after all

Thus what are we struggling for?

The most important is to appreciate every moment you are having

To enjoy everything you are doing

To understand every single action you are doing

Be mindfulness~

I found myself is in fact abnormal~
That's all~

朋友，你累了吗？

今天，没有骑脚车上学

放学时走路回家了

原本想，这一趟，我要好好享受这条路走来的乐趣

走走  停停  看看

然而 停是停了 但却不是享受的

为了不要让同学担忧  我左看了 右看了

走起来都不自在

我怕走在路上 朋友停下车 欲载我

对他们 这一趟是特地的  非顺路的

怕上了车 带给他们的是没有必要的麻烦

抱着有些事还是少让他们知道比较好的心态

也为了不让他们尴尬又不方便 我快快地离开  默默地一个人走

在走的过程 却为了担忧遇到朋友

一点都不享受  一点都不自在

要说此时的我身体疲惫了吗？倒觉得是心累了

一直到欲走完整条路的尾端 遇到了一个跑步认识的uncle

uncle的寒暄 问候 关心 我的心刹间豁达了

原来有人向前关心 就算他不能载我回家

那一份关怀 是温暖的 是深入心头的

我  站在原地

忽然之间 发现这条路原来有那么漂亮的风景

原来之前一路走来 心都关起来了

打开心头的那扇门 让别人的关怀 让美丽的风景摄入你心里的展览厅

我不是专业的心理学家  我不过是新闻系的学生

我不会很专业地开导你  我却可以是很好的聆听者

心累了，欢迎你再来找我  我会默默地听

朋友，别活得太累了

加油吧~

兴奋。短暂

这几天，有点兴奋
不是聚会后遗症
不是课业低潮期
也不是因为可以睡一整天
更不是因为睡了一整天导致眼睛肿！
是因为好想感受新生活、新体验
还记得在马六甲认识的民宿uncle吗
偶然地，麻雀在其脸书的状态留言了
也偶然地，他回复了麻雀的留言
这个留言是有建设性的哦
他告诉麻雀：下次有假期，可以来帮我打工，我提供免费住宿
告诉你，这不是关乎免费住宿与否的问题，而是这是一个很好的生活体验
民宿打工，那该多好玩啊
我即刻回了他一句：哇！好！
倘若这一去，麻雀会抱着相机去，请教Uncle
好说，人家也曾因为拍下马医生辞职落泪那一幕，得奖了
倘若这一去，麻雀也要抱着吉他去（哦~抱着吉他，我浪迹天涯~）
更好说，人家的作品入围了娱协奖
越想越起兴，越想越期待


然而这一次的假期，并不允许麻雀的任性
这一次假期好像有太多的生活营（明明已经穷死了，现在还欠了一堆的债款）
因此这个兴奋的想法，你就压制下来吧
那一天，有空了
麻雀再找你出来喝茶~

My 1st trip -To The Land of Smile Day 1

I took this in the bus to another building in airport

I admit, I am such like a froggie under the well. I have never been to land out of the Peninsular, even Singapore the nearest, or the East Malaysia. Ok, fine, I have admitted that I am a froggie above. Fine, I am an urban cow as well. 
Now that, I was given a chance to the land of smile, with fully subsidised by my sister.
My friend said that I went there blindly. As he asked me how much is the fare, I said I have no idea. He asked how much is your hotel, I replied him the same answer. Don't blame me as I am not the one who paid.

This was my first flight ticket~

Yet I can tell you now, the air fare is RM700+ per person and the accommodation costed my sister 90 US dollars for three nights
And, I myself had spent RM200 (2000baht) in Bangkok ( curiously why I spent that much with the sponsor of sister? I will reveal it in the following posts, stay tune)
It was Friday, also the Deepavali. 

Electronic ticket to Bangkok

Both Karen and I decided to spend our weekend in Bangkok
Let's talk how we decided
One day, Karen rang me up and said she wanted to fly (after a week back from Vietnam)
I was excited and said go lah go lah (as I know she is going to sponsor me)
Then a week before we departed, Karen rang me up again and confirmed with me whether I can go or not
We were initially want to go to Cambodia yet it was too expensive for two person ticket
I suggested Philippines where also one of the place I would like to visit for its art
It was expensive as well
At last but not the least, we chose Bangkok 
I know I am always the most well being one
Karen, who is working in the travel agent has friends/working partner in the transportation field which makes me able to travel in a Mercedes Benz to KLIA!

Mercedes Benz which brought us to KLIA

What the extravagance.
Along the path to KLIA, I was busy playing with my new lover- D3000
I snapped the driver, I captured the beautiful sky

The sky is blue. The cloud is pretty. That's why I love sky

I heard the conversation between Karen and the driver as well
Unintentionally, I heard the name of Rosmah!haha...
Karen asked him how's his work recently

The driver aka Karen's friend

He said he fetched Rosmah, Malaysia so called the first lady few days before
I have forgotten the comment he gave regarding her as I was impressed with the adjective he gave to the UxNo people
He said: Due to the election, there were quite many politicians who came to KL lately
He was once carried the UxNo politician who he described them as monkey. He told us that those people thought they can do whatever they like with government provided the car. They asked him to drive them to there, to here. Never know that government just provided the car to the particular location. 
Yeah, this is the government. This is the politician.
Our flight was at 3pm+. Thus we have our brunch in the airport and done some shopping(medicine) as well before on board
Around 4pm+(Thailand timezone), we reached the land
We breathed the air of Thai
Karen has called for car to our booked hotel when we got out from the flight
She said that this is much safer that they will not swindled us
She doesn't know that I have studied the travel guidebook she bought that there are other much cheaper transportation as well. Nevermind, she knew it two days later. At least, she will never repeat the same in the next visit to Bangkok.
This is the first time I see the city of Thailand
The city is huge, than KL a lot
It is developed, than what I expected before I was here
It is flourishing, more than KL do
I don't know why. I see the potential of it keeps booming rather than KL
Friends asked me why. I said I have idea yet I got this thinking when I glanced at this city
However, the traffic is suck
We were stucked in the highway for more than two hours
Yet my sight has never stopped
I kept watching the scenery outside of the window.
My eyes were rolling right and left, high and low, like the world is going to be shattered in the next single minute and I would never want to miss any single beautiful one before i died
I did learn thing. I found out that Thais are practising idolism
You can see every advertisement along the road with idol
Even though some are not the handsome idol, there sure be somebody, perhaps the marketing manager and so on

The Thai King

The most common to see is Thai King, always with the sentence : Long Live The King
I see their patriotic spirit in my first day in Thailand
Around 7pm, we reached our hotel- i Residence Hotel Sathorn
At there, I learned to speak Thank you in Thai- Khop Khun Ka
The receptionists in the front desk are friendly indeed
Though they don't speak well English (neither do I) but their effort in serving the customers the best has touched me

The beautiful receptionist

I like them, especially the pretty lady who always showed her shining beautiful smile to us who made me think that I didn't come to a wrong place
Another staff who brought our luggage and us to our room was extreme friendly that made us can't get used to it
See, human being are always like that. When people treated you bad, you complaint. When people treated you nice, you got other saying also.
Yet the guy has contributed us nice suggestion when we were thinking where to go
He instructed us to go Suan Lum Night Bazaar where has nice food and many things to buy
We were shocked when we got there
The bazaar is tremendous with more than hundred stalls selling various stuffs, ranged from the tidbits to the furniture

This is what we called capitalism. It isn't historical monument
but just merely the entrance to the night bazaar

Rational us, did not start our exploration but instead, we were searching for FOOD
We  were starving. Plus, I was craving for Thai tomyam for years(especially after seeing Wind senior's trip)
We found a food court then. Quite disappointed as it does not look like a local food court but somewhere has been packaged by the government for tourism purpose
We found western food, Italian food here which did not make our eyebrows raised
Luckily we found some stalls selling Thai food with the board showing the word "traditional Thai food"
You wouldn't be putting a paper written "I am a girl" on you unless you are not, i guessed
Nonetheless, without more choices given, we chose the most "looked-like" local stall and ordered the food
Of course we would not want to miss the tomyum kung
If you are interested in the the food, kindly visit my another blog for further information
The food did not disappoint us. Yummy yet cheap.
Just that the tomyam kung ain't spicy enough. This might because it is a tourist site and most of their travellers do not drink spicy
While waiting for the food to be served, I observed the people and the environment there
Cats are everywhere. I am pretty sure that my dear Miss Yong will loves Bangkok so much
Besides, it is also not hard to find that Thais loves cat
I see those big men hugging the little tiny cat in the food court
They didn't pretend I think when I saw their sight full with love

Those cats were so relax resting under two foreign couple desk.
(If you find  there are two Malaysians who named
Ax Yxng & xlwxxn, you better run as fast as you can, tiny)

We went for a walk after a satisfied meal(hey, this was our first meal in Bangkok)
Karen soon bought herself some accessories after a few minutes walking
We found uncountable lovely adornments here
I especially like the cute little monks patung but I just don't have enough budget to bring them back
I see Karen likes the Thinker statue as well as the fat ballerinas which are super cute
Helpless, I could not buy her as appreciation for her sponsor

This is the only lot selling CDs and others

We left after an hour and we promised ourselves that we will be back the night before leaving Bangkok
For your information, there is a bustling and live up street,especially at night, near to our stay place

The street lays in front of our hotel

Take a few steps walk and you will find it
We took some walk and did some photographing there before got back to hotel for our Thai massage
Nice food, nice people can be found here

It was 1am yet the street was full with people and FOOD

That night, I fall in sleep after a round of the relaxing massage service by the hotel Thai women
It costs 500 baht per person. And again, Karen paid for me. ^^
That's all my first day in Bangkok

拥抱的力量

原本想从脸书*share出来的，但等了许久，皆毫无反应，所以就通过麻雀的窝这个平台，与大家分享吧~

这张照片取自一篇名为《拯救生命的拥抱》的文章。这篇文章讲的是两个刚出生一周的双胞胎的故事。两个婴儿早产，分别被放置在各自的保育箱里，其中一个可能活不下来。医院护士不顾医院守则，将两个婴儿放到了一个保育箱里。当她们被放到一处的时候，两个中较健康的一个伸臂搂住了妹妹。妹妹的心脏渐渐的跳得稳了，体温也回升到了正常温度。

 

我们不要忘记去拥抱我们所爱之人。

 

 

拥抱并不专属于人类，但是却能让拥抱的双方受益……

 

Taken from http://www.elanso.com/ArticleModule/VcQcNiI5KzMlSsMbPpIsVcIi.html

金汤匙的故事

有一个人在他家的院子里，发现了一支金汤匙。他感到无比的高兴。就在他正欣赏这支金汤匙的当儿，他无意间瞄到柜子里的瓷碗。他突然懊恼了起来，“拥有金汤匙了，可是那么破的碗，怎么配得起我的金汤匙呢？”

就这样，他为此特地打造了一个金碗，以便衬得上这支金汤匙。原以为拥有了金汤匙再配上一个金碗，那该是多么完美的搭配啊！他也开始地在幻想着，那豪华亮丽的用餐画面，该是多么地堂皇，那小而耀眼的金汤匙，那精致的金碗。。。

等等！那该死的木筷子，在那么金碧辉煌的场面，构成了多么不协调的景象。

不行！他绝对不允许这该死的筷子破坏了整体的美感。于是他马上着手去寻找另一双金筷子，以衬托他的金汤匙和金碗。

有了金汤匙，有了金碗，再有了金筷子，糟糕！这张烂饭桌显得多么的格格不入啊！一定要有一个价值连城的古董饭桌才衬得上高贵的餐具啊！他不假思索，立刻挖空口袋那所剩无几的钱，买了一张古董饭桌回家。

还未踏入家门之际，眼前那简陋不堪的屋子，却让他觉得有点糟蹋了那新购置的古董饭桌还有那纯金的餐具了。接下来，他就继续地忙于换房子，换车子等等等等。。。

这一切为了什么？为的就是满足他永无止境的欲望。每当满足了一个欲望之后，更多的欲望却尾随于后地等着他。

当初找到的那支金汤匙，究竟为他带来的是喜悦，抑或是更多的痛苦？

人往往就是如此，在贪念的驱使下，一而再，再而三地要求更多。然而到了最后，是真正获得了快乐？还是衍生出心中更多的挂碍？

欲望、贪念，使我们的心不断渴求。。。

就像在无终点的跑道上奔驰，永远不会有尽头。。。

这篇文章是红老板和麻雀花了两个小时多吐出来的，大家好好咀嚼吧

还有，突然想要谢谢祥和洞展览的IT组们，谢谢你们啦~

快乐的拾荒者

拾荒者，字面解释为那些因生活贫困而拾取柴草、田地间遗留的谷物、别人丢掉的废品等
荒，解释为荒芜，严重的缺乏
然而，这篇的荒，不建立于词典的解释上，而属于麻雀自己的词典本
麻雀诠释的荒，不尽然是别人的不要，也不是别人丢弃的破烂。而是别人给予的东西，而接受者所缺乏，所没有的。这个荒，可以是很昂贵的，可以是处处皆是，亦可是无价之宝，这个你自己定义
麻雀，是个快乐的拾荒者，一直在接受别人的给予
麻雀，是个幸福的拾荒者，身边的亲人朋友都很照顾它

麻姐姐最近购置了一架新的Canon EOS 60D，加上之前承诺要送麻雀一架作为2011的生日礼物
就这样，麻雀拾了一架DSLR回窝里去了
这是一个多么好用的礼物啊！
从微笑之国回到麻国，麻雀穷死了
一方面要交学费，又要为明年的旅行计划存钱
麻雀学会了省吃俭用
好在还有麦片存货，可作为麻雀的三餐
打算偶尔买一买面包，换一下口味
反正就是能省多少就多少吧
记得有那么一天，从佛学班（还是哪里，忘了）回到家里
肚子好饿。
回到家，看到安德鲁和薇妮在用餐呢
而且是瓦煲鸡饭（打包回来的，没有瓦煲了）
安德鲁请了麻雀吃一口，好久没有吃饭了，虽然不喜欢吃饭，但还是会想念它的味道
他问麻雀吃了吗？
麻雀应了：哦，我现在烧开水，等下泡milo喝
哪知，安德鲁默默地煮了一碗热腾腾的面给麻雀!
太感动了~谢谢安德鲁（不知你有没有看我的部落格）
让麻雀这个拾荒者，在那冷冷的深夜，感受到了家人的温暖
此外，这几天，太忙了，在自己的部落格抛了怨言
在脸书也留下了哀怨
第二天在学校，那个很“慈悲”的老板，拉了麻雀到一旁
问你还好吗？需要给你放假吗？
哇！几难得啊！老板给放假咧，开玩笑
说真的，当下其实很感动
也发现老板偶然发的慈悲心
昨天，老板拿了大大一瓶的薏米水来
是咱们的璇小姐托他拿给我的（后来才看到璇小姐的misscalls，抱歉，麻雀电话永远处于静音状态，因此没看到您的电话）
更是感动不已，猜想应该是璇小姐看到最近的我很燥，煲了薏米给大家喝
谢谢你们
你们的关怀，你们的相信，你们的种种

都让麻雀感动，都让麻雀非常地珍惜
感恩你们~
在某种程度上，麻雀相当依赖这个“窝”
每一丝感觉，每一份喜悦，每一种不满，每一刻值得记载的
麻雀都会往这个窝抛，也颇用心地经营它
因此大家的留言，对于麻雀都是一个宝
有留言的朋友，应该都会看到你们留下的其实是小麦粒
小麦粒，是麻雀赖以生活的食物
麻雀珍惜小麦粒，就像珍惜你们的留言一般
每次看到你们的留言鼓励，对于麻雀，都是一种向前的动力
谢谢你们，愿意留下这份关怀，让这个拾荒者一直在捡着这些关心（好像有点肉麻哦）
聚会前一天，熬夜了一整晚，在紫薇格格家做了一整晚的设计工作
谢谢紫薇格格的帮忙，也谢谢V班长，还有她煮的汤，也谢谢同为东湖帮的艾大美女的帮忙
他们大可以不理会我，窝在房里睡觉，但他们都没有
谢谢你们的帮忙~^^
也抱歉让你们爆肝了
麻雀这次拾到了你们送给麻雀的认同还有信任
还有谢谢班上朋友愿意听麻雀诉苦~
谢谢所有给予麻雀一切一切的贵人们
让麻雀在这个话说人情味开始变淡的世界，拾到了数不尽的礼物
麻雀也知道一味地做receiver，太自私了
来！

来，谁要抱抱，麻雀可以给。。。（sorry啦，最近人穷，最有一点价值是这个了）
生命中，除了receiver，我们也该主动成为giver
给予你的关怀，哪怕是那两三个字的鼓励或称赞，已经是最好的礼物了

麻雀这个拾荒者是充分感受到了，你又怎么认为呢？
麻雀也会尽量给予别人想要的，你呢？
（对了，适逢这是本窝第200篇了，接下来附送一篇小故事吧）

No No No!

YES! Eventually, I managed to say NO.
I did say this today. However, feeling of guilty raised soon after I rejected.
I know my ownself situation that I am recently too busy to do all things, especially that I still haven't touched on my C & C individual assignment yet when the submission time is the coming week!
I kept saying sorry to her but I din't volunteer myself to take it back as I don't see that I have the obligation to do that since there are so many people who can help out
I am sorry~
Nonetheless, I am proud of myself to pour out this word!
All the best, LEE PEI SUANG

为什么我总是那么笨？

为什么都是我？我觉得自己，真的好笨
在大家都已入眠了，我还要埋首在小黑前，拼了肝即将硬化的命，反复地修改着assignment
在大家快快乐乐得与周老先生会面时，我睡前却得构思聚会的场所布置
别人一个哀求的眼神，我说不下“不”
那我爱怜的忙碌，又有谁会可怜？
我真的忙了。却还要不停地帮大家收拾剩摊子
我能够埋怨些什么，只怪自己笨，不会拒绝
我还能够说什么，只有做罢了。。。
请不要依赖我，因为我不会是个适合依赖的对象

Check it up

I am currently in Bangkok, blogging
This is what i like to do...bloggin in a foreign country
We are going to leave this beatuful city tomorrow afternoon
I find it sad to leave as i haven't been to many places yet...
I promised myself I shall pay another visit to Bangkok next time
Ok...I got a message from the chief edita just now
He asked me to follow up Chloe's passing news
Honestly, I have no idea who is Chloe and have no idea what happen
Until when I opened my Facebook, I saw the wall
Full with the blessing from the Utarian to a girl who named Chloe
Who has passed away due to the serious collision happened last last Friday
It is coindent that I was the one who covered the accident
I was shocked and I told myself last time that I managed to face it
It is because no life involved in the accident(that time)
today i got the news
Seriously it brought me a big impact
this is my first time, and i hope it will be last
God bless you, chloe...
Rest in peace....

Weekends

I have been so busy recently that I was hardly to blog...
This weekend was so incredible
My initial plan for Friday night is actually to start working out with the Adobe Premiere which I have just installed and have never touched it before
However when I was just about to open the software
I got a message from the chief editor
He told me to follow up with Amirah of a lightning strike news
I was so puzzled and replied him with a "o?"
He rang me up and asked me to cover the news and post it as the editors weren't in Kampar
I called CEO then and asked him to meet me at Amirah's friend(who kena lightning strike)'s house
Yet CEO told me there's an accident in front of Ah Ba's house and asked me to go the accident scene first as it is serious
I drove fast, hope that i can reach there as fast as possible to get 独家
When I was there, I rushed to the victims
There left the male victim
I could see his deep injuries on his leg, and he looked so suffering
I saw CEO was busy taking photo there that I decided to start my work
I asked people around whether there was any on the spot witness
I tried all ways I could
I asked uncle, I asked students, I asked the First Aid people
No one see the real happening
Suddenly, an uncle told me: " You go to ask the driver la, he is over there"
"He is the oldtown doctor" he added.
I quickly ran toward him without hesitated
I just pretending and stood beside him and asked: " Ei, what happen ah?"
He looked at me and said:"The motor overtook the car in front and didn't turn on the lights that I could not see him and we banged."
I saw his emotion was so helpless
Then a policeman approached him and I heard their conversation (I am not unethical but they spoke so loud until I can hear mah)
It is just the story he told me
When the policeman left, I approached him again and revealed to him that I am student journalist, want to ask more questions
I found he was shocked and started to stay far from me
He rejected my request and said" Let police to do the work. I don't want to say much before the report is lodged."
I could even see his diffident through his gesture and emotion
He don't even look at me
When everything were almost settled, CEO, Ah Wen and I decided to go police station for further information
As everything was so blur that the accident scene could not really match the explanation given by the driver
It even disappointed when we reached Police Station that we thought we can get more info which in return we got nothing
But something funny but impressed is my dear CEO revealed himself as the student representative when the policeman asked us
CEO, I am proud of you, seriously
We then went to hospital which I have never been before
The hospital location is so speechless dangerous, for me
We met the female victim's brother there in hospital and talked to them for a while then left
Hope you guys can recover fast...
Bless you!
By the way, this is my first time to cover accident news
Friends said that they found hard to see the accidents
Yet for me, I am not cold hearted or cold blooded but I still manage to face it ( couldn't imagine if there is someone died, how would I do)
I know this is life, we could not do much
What we can do is to face it
Then the next day, is another hard day
We went to UTAR to have our Creative Strategy video shooting
It was tiring and torturing yet fun
We spent one and the half days to do the shooting
I edited it straight after the shooting which spent me more than three hours to finish it
Thanks to those who help us to share and promote the video
Especially the chief editor. Thank you very much!!!!!
Here is it. Please view it in Youtube and share it~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ctwza1NMDHk